‘She is a soul not a body
and what is projecting out of her is love, in its divine form, purity. A
longing not a desire.’
“Longing and desire are
synonyms, so?”
‘On the contrary, when used
in terms of love they become antonyms. Love is a feeling, an ethereal
sensation, a flow of fragrant breeze that can be stored in any form, shape or
co lour. It is a current that creates magnetic fields that differ from a person
to person and from a thing to thing. The feeling of love for a mother is
different than for the father, a sister, and brother,
likewise it is variant in
case of sons and daughters.
For a lover it is completely divergent. If it
is honest and pure it remains a longing that never ages and if it is wild and
lustful it becomes a desire that generates the urge of fulfillment devoid of
sense and consequence and it dies off sooner than it is felt in shame and
dishonor.
The words of wisdom echoed
in his interior, he shuddered at his ignorance as a whim of
Amir Bano whispered to him,
‘Do you still not
understand that you are a part of my conscience? Imagine if a woman keeps a
picture of her love, so close to her skin that it subsides completely, what
would have been her feelings for the persons himself!’